Some times one must snap out from the dream and look around at the reality. No matter how many meaningful sacrifices, compremising one does, it simply doesn't matter...because...as one made those compromises along the way...the little respect that others have on you dissipate. With that you're just an another begger. 

How it must be...how it must be tedious...for you. 

I am sorry. I am soo sorry. I am very very sorry. 

It is just hard to be thankful for all that you've done for me when the pain of seeing you drifting apart as friends day after day.

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I am lost.